Broken Peices Made Whole (Part 1)

10/29/07

“Ok, so I decided when I was walking through store isles that I should begin writing again. It’s a good way to write down everything I’m feeling because sometimes I get lost in the my own thought and prayers and maybe writing them down would be a little easier for me. I’m not the best writer but I hope when I’m at least done writing I can understand what I wrote. I guess I should do a little recap of what has been happening in my life…it all started this summer. I have done things that I will admit make me feel guilty and I would not announce them to the world what I have done but I will ask God for his forgiveness and understanding. I have had more time to grow spiritually with God. I have been going to a bible study, church, and youth group every Sunday. I want to listen to each message and apply it to my life. I want to be a positive influence on people without having to preach to them. It is hard sometimes. I want to learn to love and forgive everyone. “

-I just got a new journal right after I just had a huge spiritual awakening/spiritual high and got baptized. This is all the beginning of my recordings, struggling with religion and true faith and seeing the two years I went through that helped me to truly understand God rightly even though it was full of sin and failings, the starting of this season of my life is what drew me to a humble repentance before the Lord-

“Prayer List

Leslie- I thank you Lord for bringing this kind young woman into my life, I pray that you can make her stay here in Indiana a little less lonely. I pray that you can keep her faith strong with you Lord.”

-This ended being my best friend…God used me to make her stay a little less lonely and God not only answered my prayer to keep her faith strong but used her to make my faith strong-

“Mom- I pray that you can work in my moms life. You have done amazing things for her and I can tell she has defiantly felt your grace and that’s an amazing thing”

-Later on when I truly understood the grace of God in my life and started living devout to him my mom started to live a life understanding the true grace and love of the Lord as well. My mom and I till this day can now encourage each other in the Lord.-