WHY Lord why!? Why do I care??? Why do I care at all?! It does me nothing! ALL I EVER SEE….ALL THE PEOPLE I EVER GET TO INVEST IN DON’T EVEN STICK AROUND THEY WALK AWAY FROM ME THEY WALK AWAY FROM YOU….and I’M SICK OF MY HEART BEING BROKEN….OVER…and over…and over again….Oh God….is that how you feel? I don’t know I don’t know. I’m so ANGRY, so upset…Why do you give me a passion for lost people who don’t even seem to care about you! What good am I!? What good is it??! Am I wasting my time? What is wrong with me! HELP ME GOD HELP ME….I’m so hurt….I’m sick of crying…for people that don’t EVEN CARE…….uhg I hate my heart. Why am I so naive…why do I cry, why do I have compassion! I don’t want these feelings anymore! I don’t want them God! Help my sinful heart…because I am hurt and confused right now. Help me to seek you because I can’t even do that on my own, I can’t even do that right…
